JaMaIcA

JaMaIcA
My Birth Land

Change!!

Its all about searching for my full IDENTITY. I may have an idea of who I am, but still I'm sure there's more to find out about me. Even though I change my name often, the person who I am don't change with the name change. That happens over time

I'm the type of person who loves change, new surroundings, and new people. Things that hold me back from what or who I want to be, I try to dismiss! No questions asked. I see the world through the eyes of forgiveness, but I never forget.

The ability to heal! not fully but to the point where I learned that I can move on. Everyone need their little space and given there is respect you will give it to them, why not?

Age 22, I love to write, words don't come easily to me but I try my best. I falter as in anyone else but I pick myself up, dust of the dirt, and continue to walk ahead.

I want to change right now. I'm looking for that single thing in me that sparks a fire and shows everyone that I am different. That I am ME. Areka. The black girl with freckles who loves dancing even when no one is looking. Mostly I want to show myself. Starting off with just writing, writing about nothing, writing about something.

The point where I am in life is a struggle. This new transition. But I'm learning to walk myself through it

OLD((Last year in college!!!*laughs* I can't believe it. Its still hard for me to think that I'm about to be a college graduate, An accomplishment that is beyond itself. It was just yesterday I was graduating from Jr. High School, braces, acne and all. lol I guess I cant live in the past forever, you know.))OLD

NEW*I'm out... now lets see whats in stores for me.*NEW

Peace. & hair grease lol
♥ Ny-Jahri




Tuesday, January 25, 2011

U vs. 'World'

Ever feel like its 'you' against the 'world'?
Every grain of once known truth is nothing more than part of a bigger equation
Its either a win win situation or an all lost...
I'm in need of some powerful meditation
Visually stimulating the mind and physically empowering my body
I want to see all
Conquer all
I'm not talking about moving mountains
More like maintaining balance
Stability

Moving the puzzle pieces in my life to coincide with mishaps of society
So maybe then I will be able to cope
I'm emotionally drained

Barricaded by thoughts, words and feelings
In which I know aren't always mine
But they seem to find a way in

As I look for a way out

I haven't been able to write for months
And when I get inspired..
The 'world' seems to take it back...
as though it were never mine
Never meant to be placed in MY hands
Never meant to be MY shine

Where do I go from here?
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