JaMaIcA

JaMaIcA
My Birth Land

Change!!

Its all about searching for my full IDENTITY. I may have an idea of who I am, but still I'm sure there's more to find out about me. Even though I change my name often, the person who I am don't change with the name change. That happens over time

I'm the type of person who loves change, new surroundings, and new people. Things that hold me back from what or who I want to be, I try to dismiss! No questions asked. I see the world through the eyes of forgiveness, but I never forget.

The ability to heal! not fully but to the point where I learned that I can move on. Everyone need their little space and given there is respect you will give it to them, why not?

Age 22, I love to write, words don't come easily to me but I try my best. I falter as in anyone else but I pick myself up, dust of the dirt, and continue to walk ahead.

I want to change right now. I'm looking for that single thing in me that sparks a fire and shows everyone that I am different. That I am ME. Areka. The black girl with freckles who loves dancing even when no one is looking. Mostly I want to show myself. Starting off with just writing, writing about nothing, writing about something.

The point where I am in life is a struggle. This new transition. But I'm learning to walk myself through it

OLD((Last year in college!!!*laughs* I can't believe it. Its still hard for me to think that I'm about to be a college graduate, An accomplishment that is beyond itself. It was just yesterday I was graduating from Jr. High School, braces, acne and all. lol I guess I cant live in the past forever, you know.))OLD

NEW*I'm out... now lets see whats in stores for me.*NEW

Peace. & hair grease lol
♥ Ny-Jahri




Thursday, May 6, 2010

Growth

Through degrees of the heart we calculate our wants and needs to the best of our abilities. To love..to be loved...to desire... to crave...these different levels of degrees can be translated through us in many ways. The amount that I have for you goes beyond recognition..when I write.. I pour my soul into each word so that you can feel them as they pass over your lips...When I speak...I speak with much spirit...so that you can feel the truth behind each word...when I touch you... I hope to leave behind a trail of me..so when I'm not with you...you can still feel my softness...my tenderness... my ease...like how when your upset I lay quiet kisses on your cheeks..when your happy...I screw up my face..and make a funny...in order to keep you smiling...I want to inspire you...to open your eyes to your full potential and exploit the fact of how wonderful you are....despite your downfalls...and stupid mistakes... I want to drown in your arms and only come up for air when I know your there to...revive me...I want to to love you...I want to wake up to you... I want to get into petty arguments..to show that we care...only to make up with Lauryn playing in the background...spitting truth through the speakers and into our ears...calling us to listen...to learn... and to appreciate...generate constant heat between us... to create a balance of impurity..magnifying our feelings for one another...distinguishing us from the others...placing you and I...as one..my King...as I am your Empress. Blessed. rejuvenated. inclined to become more...to become more of ourselves... and to become more than what others expect of us..to prove to ourselves..that this...this right here...is Real

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