JaMaIcA

JaMaIcA
My Birth Land

Change!!

Its all about searching for my full IDENTITY. I may have an idea of who I am, but still I'm sure there's more to find out about me. Even though I change my name often, the person who I am don't change with the name change. That happens over time

I'm the type of person who loves change, new surroundings, and new people. Things that hold me back from what or who I want to be, I try to dismiss! No questions asked. I see the world through the eyes of forgiveness, but I never forget.

The ability to heal! not fully but to the point where I learned that I can move on. Everyone need their little space and given there is respect you will give it to them, why not?

Age 22, I love to write, words don't come easily to me but I try my best. I falter as in anyone else but I pick myself up, dust of the dirt, and continue to walk ahead.

I want to change right now. I'm looking for that single thing in me that sparks a fire and shows everyone that I am different. That I am ME. Areka. The black girl with freckles who loves dancing even when no one is looking. Mostly I want to show myself. Starting off with just writing, writing about nothing, writing about something.

The point where I am in life is a struggle. This new transition. But I'm learning to walk myself through it

OLD((Last year in college!!!*laughs* I can't believe it. Its still hard for me to think that I'm about to be a college graduate, An accomplishment that is beyond itself. It was just yesterday I was graduating from Jr. High School, braces, acne and all. lol I guess I cant live in the past forever, you know.))OLD

NEW*I'm out... now lets see whats in stores for me.*NEW

Peace. & hair grease lol
♥ Ny-Jahri




Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Speak

I turn the music up/ to drown out all these foolish thoughts/ backlashing on what was/ instead of/ reaching/ preparing for what is/ whats to come/ who knows/ but/ imma let these feeling/ flo/ steady/ rock steady/ tuning in with Bob and Marley/ yea...Bob Marley/ to help me../ Get up, Stand up/ but standing still/ is not an option/ I'm willing to chance/ so/ much/ to try/ with/ you/ but theres still a few/ things/ i would like to get off my chest/ I'm not simplicity at its best/ i don't plan to subdue your mind/ but i do want to/ take and make you mine/ all over again/ breath into you/ what you/ achieved to awaken in me/ compassion/ long over due/ or is it even present/ I'm not greed/ don't think of me as the Grinch/ who/ stole Christmas/ if anything/ I want to give you Christmas/ plus all the other holidays/ to prove true/ your worth it/ I'm still standing still/ and thats just not me/ not into/ celebrating a false impression/ of a false dream/ with false promises of false hope/ we are better than that/ you and I/ but I'v come to face/ that/ at the end of the day/ the music is still up/ and/ still drowning out all the foolish thoughts/ Bob's still in the background/ singing/ Get up, Stand up/ and I'm screaming/ I ain't ready to stand up/ and/ stand still/ cause weakness is a drug/ that aims to make one break/ suffocate/

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