JaMaIcA

JaMaIcA
My Birth Land

Change!!

Its all about searching for my full IDENTITY. I may have an idea of who I am, but still I'm sure there's more to find out about me. Even though I change my name often, the person who I am don't change with the name change. That happens over time

I'm the type of person who loves change, new surroundings, and new people. Things that hold me back from what or who I want to be, I try to dismiss! No questions asked. I see the world through the eyes of forgiveness, but I never forget.

The ability to heal! not fully but to the point where I learned that I can move on. Everyone need their little space and given there is respect you will give it to them, why not?

Age 22, I love to write, words don't come easily to me but I try my best. I falter as in anyone else but I pick myself up, dust of the dirt, and continue to walk ahead.

I want to change right now. I'm looking for that single thing in me that sparks a fire and shows everyone that I am different. That I am ME. Areka. The black girl with freckles who loves dancing even when no one is looking. Mostly I want to show myself. Starting off with just writing, writing about nothing, writing about something.

The point where I am in life is a struggle. This new transition. But I'm learning to walk myself through it

OLD((Last year in college!!!*laughs* I can't believe it. Its still hard for me to think that I'm about to be a college graduate, An accomplishment that is beyond itself. It was just yesterday I was graduating from Jr. High School, braces, acne and all. lol I guess I cant live in the past forever, you know.))OLD

NEW*I'm out... now lets see whats in stores for me.*NEW

Peace. & hair grease lol
♥ Ny-Jahri




Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Dear Friend

Friend/ I want to be your friend/ your best friend/ your close friend/ your girlfriend/ someone who would stay up odd hours of the night/ talking about nothing/ everything/ possibly/ that true friend/ you need/ with no hesitation/ i fall at your knees/ no...nothing sexual/ but I am ready to please/ you/ awake something within me/ and we seemed so good/ together/ at least to me/ two pots in a peas.../ oops ma bad/ i meant/ two peas in a pot/ there I go again/ twisting my saying/ and there you are/ ready to correct/ me/ knowing that thats my habit.../ heyyyy friend/ lets talk/ one on one/ you and I/ confession/ as it always seems to be/ the case/ I look to you/ not up/ but to/ not as a role model/ but someone who has the ability to model the role most guys cant seem to hold/ your different ;)/ am i speaking too highly of you?/ if thats the case/ i apologize/ let me back track/ this is still all to raw for me/ to handle/ but..I'm handling/ same goes for you/ your handling/ just know/ I'm still that true friend/ with hopes of becoming that friend

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