JaMaIcA

JaMaIcA
My Birth Land

Change!!

Its all about searching for my full IDENTITY. I may have an idea of who I am, but still I'm sure there's more to find out about me. Even though I change my name often, the person who I am don't change with the name change. That happens over time

I'm the type of person who loves change, new surroundings, and new people. Things that hold me back from what or who I want to be, I try to dismiss! No questions asked. I see the world through the eyes of forgiveness, but I never forget.

The ability to heal! not fully but to the point where I learned that I can move on. Everyone need their little space and given there is respect you will give it to them, why not?

Age 22, I love to write, words don't come easily to me but I try my best. I falter as in anyone else but I pick myself up, dust of the dirt, and continue to walk ahead.

I want to change right now. I'm looking for that single thing in me that sparks a fire and shows everyone that I am different. That I am ME. Areka. The black girl with freckles who loves dancing even when no one is looking. Mostly I want to show myself. Starting off with just writing, writing about nothing, writing about something.

The point where I am in life is a struggle. This new transition. But I'm learning to walk myself through it

OLD((Last year in college!!!*laughs* I can't believe it. Its still hard for me to think that I'm about to be a college graduate, An accomplishment that is beyond itself. It was just yesterday I was graduating from Jr. High School, braces, acne and all. lol I guess I cant live in the past forever, you know.))OLD

NEW*I'm out... now lets see whats in stores for me.*NEW

Peace. & hair grease lol
♥ Ny-Jahri




Saturday, October 24, 2009

Session 1

The sound of the rain against my window reminds me of our lovemaking/ sweet and sensual/ a rush of adrenaline/ music to my ears/pit-patt pitt-pat/tune your station in/turn the dial and hear the synchronization of our movement/melodies to sing along with the drops/of/rain/against/my tender breast/aroused/ drizzle..pop/ groans and moans/as you move your hands down my back/YES...thats my sensual spot/ Mahogany brown, my skin/can't resist your ebony touch/ drown me in your sea of tenderness/stubbornness/ call it what you want/ but allow me to get lost in our victory/ sex/ if thats what I can call it/catch up on our past times/indulge in every new crook and cranny that we can find/ touch me deep/but be gentle/ cause these bones fall weak/ from satisfaction/ ...the jurisdiction is in/ I'm guilty of/ loving you/ so cum/release your praises into my heavenly bowl/ sexual revolution/instant reminder/ and still/ as the love making cease/the rain pit pats on my window/drops of/sweat shivering down my spine/ I feel another one coming on..../ pit pat/ pit pat/ against my window/as we end our one on one/ session/ of lovemakin'
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