JaMaIcA

JaMaIcA
My Birth Land

Change!!

Its all about searching for my full IDENTITY. I may have an idea of who I am, but still I'm sure there's more to find out about me. Even though I change my name often, the person who I am don't change with the name change. That happens over time

I'm the type of person who loves change, new surroundings, and new people. Things that hold me back from what or who I want to be, I try to dismiss! No questions asked. I see the world through the eyes of forgiveness, but I never forget.

The ability to heal! not fully but to the point where I learned that I can move on. Everyone need their little space and given there is respect you will give it to them, why not?

Age 22, I love to write, words don't come easily to me but I try my best. I falter as in anyone else but I pick myself up, dust of the dirt, and continue to walk ahead.

I want to change right now. I'm looking for that single thing in me that sparks a fire and shows everyone that I am different. That I am ME. Areka. The black girl with freckles who loves dancing even when no one is looking. Mostly I want to show myself. Starting off with just writing, writing about nothing, writing about something.

The point where I am in life is a struggle. This new transition. But I'm learning to walk myself through it

OLD((Last year in college!!!*laughs* I can't believe it. Its still hard for me to think that I'm about to be a college graduate, An accomplishment that is beyond itself. It was just yesterday I was graduating from Jr. High School, braces, acne and all. lol I guess I cant live in the past forever, you know.))OLD

NEW*I'm out... now lets see whats in stores for me.*NEW

Peace. & hair grease lol
♥ Ny-Jahri




Thursday, June 5, 2008

Dear Unknown

I come with silent prayers
That you learn to accept
Who I am, where I come from and what I stand for
Simply don't spit those words out your mouth to please me
Use those words to nourish my body, mind and soul
Feed me with your tender thoughts, soft touches
And the warmth of your heart
I can sense when you try to lay out false promises, cold dreams, and distant thoughts
I deserve better than that
I deserve love
Respect
Honor
I deserve only the best
But don't worry I know that I have to be willing to return the favor
Just as I deserve the treatment of royalty
So do you…
You shall have the title of my king
I shall shower you with gifts given from the heart
You deserve my love, my unearthly rich love
Hand in hand we shall live out the better half
And become entangled with the stars above
And shine
Converse with the gods and drink heavenly wine
Celebrating our union
Union of love
Honor
Devotion
And respect
Let's take this moment to engrave our love into the skies
And listen as the clouds whisper among them selves
The sun brings forth its rays to nourish us
And at night
The stars spell out our future
The moon sings us a lullaby of happiness
We have captured the power of the earth
We have sung and danced in the skies
We have lived our story
We shall now leave our legacy
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