JaMaIcA

JaMaIcA
My Birth Land

Change!!

Its all about searching for my full IDENTITY. I may have an idea of who I am, but still I'm sure there's more to find out about me. Even though I change my name often, the person who I am don't change with the name change. That happens over time

I'm the type of person who loves change, new surroundings, and new people. Things that hold me back from what or who I want to be, I try to dismiss! No questions asked. I see the world through the eyes of forgiveness, but I never forget.

The ability to heal! not fully but to the point where I learned that I can move on. Everyone need their little space and given there is respect you will give it to them, why not?

Age 22, I love to write, words don't come easily to me but I try my best. I falter as in anyone else but I pick myself up, dust of the dirt, and continue to walk ahead.

I want to change right now. I'm looking for that single thing in me that sparks a fire and shows everyone that I am different. That I am ME. Areka. The black girl with freckles who loves dancing even when no one is looking. Mostly I want to show myself. Starting off with just writing, writing about nothing, writing about something.

The point where I am in life is a struggle. This new transition. But I'm learning to walk myself through it

OLD((Last year in college!!!*laughs* I can't believe it. Its still hard for me to think that I'm about to be a college graduate, An accomplishment that is beyond itself. It was just yesterday I was graduating from Jr. High School, braces, acne and all. lol I guess I cant live in the past forever, you know.))OLD

NEW*I'm out... now lets see whats in stores for me.*NEW

Peace. & hair grease lol
♥ Ny-Jahri




Thursday, November 29, 2007

That Good Bluessss

You ever get the blues? The blues that seem to hang over you like a cloud. Never wanting to leave. Lingers. Till it start driving you crazy. Insane. and Wild. dont know what to do anymore. but. be. Blue.....

Not talking about that sad. down the drain blues... but the BLUUUUES. foot stomping. hands clapping. head nodding. Blues... oh yea the finger snapping/tapping blues..... I've found the blues... and yes. it has fill my soul. I HAVE FOUND THE BLUES... and my soul has been.. put to ease... Cause YES!! I have found. thee. blues...

My body sways with the.sweet melodies. that are being strum from the stings. of the bass guitar. I listen. I sway. and I listen (some more). No need to fill my hunger with food. caussse...this blues got my apitite in check. I have found the blues

Not talking about that sad. down the drain blues... but the BLUUUUES. foot stomping. hands clapping. head nodding. Blues... oh yea the finger snapping/tapping bluesI' have found the Blues